I'M INTERESTED IN THE CLOUDS AND HOW THEY MOVE, HOW THEY CHANGE SHAPE AND COLOR, HOW THEY ARE THE APEX OF A CYCLE, HOW SIMILAR WE ARE TO THEM AND HOW THERE IS A DREAMING INSIDE OF OBSERVING THE CLOUDS. I HAVE BEEN PHOTOGRAPHING CLOUDS TO STUDY AND ADMIRE THE POWER THE CLOUDS HAVE IN A SOFT WAY. I AM INTERESTED IN WHAT THE CLOUDS WOULD FEEL LIKE. DREAMING OF HOW THE CLOUDS WOULD FEEL LIKE TO TOUCH, TO STAND ON, TO DANCE IN AND TO LAY ON. I AM INTERESTED IN HOW SELF AND NATURE INTERACT. NATURE HAS A WAY OF SHOWING YOURSELF TO YOURSELF. FINDING PLEASURE INSIDE OF THAT KIND OF DREAMING AS I USE MULTIPLE TECHNOLOGIES TO LAYER MY POEMS WITH SOUND/AUDIO AND MY PHOTOGRAPHS/VIDEOS OF CLOUDS TO RECREATE THE SENSE OF DREAMING WITH YOUR EYES OPEN.
I INVITE YOU ALL TO DREAM WITH YOUR EYES OPEN ALONGSIDE ME.
Play Never Never Never by Chiara Civello Before Reading
Fifty Five
Loving you
Loving me
Loving us too bad it’s was just lust
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One
Two
Three
Four
I don’t miss you anymore
Trying to make it to Five
six seven
Eight It’s to late
Bitter sweet
Thin
Green Apple
Slices
Thinner than your patience
Dipped in
Honey
Sweet Bitter
Chiclet white piano keys
Crunching and chewing
Open mouthed
Tongue getting caught up in the gooey peanut butter and your lies that You
That I would never realize
Laid back
Cool as a cucumber your
Spine imprints into the plush pillows
Closed your eyes
Licked your fingers
As if it’s your last supper
Moaning to affirm
That your taste buds were finally saturated
in pleasure
Your heavy head gently laid into my pillow like thighs as you close your eyes
The only time I feel safe is dreaming in this bed
There was something easy about you but not the way I was or I am
Briskly blown together
To storm and hale
Shatter the windows
And rain down
Now
Stagnant waters
We wait
Surface tension
Rising before
You feel like you can’t hold your breath any longer and finally........................ it
Breaks
Radiating out you
Shine so brightly
Onto my edges
Casting a spell your
Beaming light cuts through my center
Consuming my everything
Floating by
Passing by
Like Two ships
Passing in the night
Foggy mind barely can see your f—ace
What a delight
As your warm light
Shines onto my edges
Wrapping me up in your warm embrace
Waxing and Waning
My thumb prints
Trace down the sides of your nose
Brushing out like cat whiskers as I
Trace
Down
Up and Around
Your closed eyes
Floating
Together we rise
to the heavens
with each inhale
Relaxation
Appreciation
Meditation
No communication
Where was your patience Up
In the clouds
Where we used to hang Out
Way up high
We can’t live life when it’s low
A gust of wind picks us up
Maybe it was fate
We drifted apart
More like torn apart
Bitter Sweet
You
Picked me Up and
Placed me on the end of your mind I’m
Hanging on by a thread one last time
Slipping off the edge
Losing my balance
Tittering over the threshold
Steep drop
It’s a long fall
down
If I could fly
Trespassing over consent is so consistent for you
We had Fun Together
Stage Fright
Reborn
When I see You
In my Room
We loved hard
We loved quick
We loved one another
Perhaps
We loved too hard
We loved too quick
We lost each other
I still look at the sky with such awe just like when I look at you
